lot of fear and anxiety

It is with a lot of fear and anxiety that I make this post.

Select Portfolio Servicing Inc. I am at a lost as to how to deal with them, for three years now I have been trying to get to some agreement with them. Things beyond my control have force me to take out chapter 13 bankruptcy. Having a heart attack, six stents put in my heart, loss of work and loss of the physical ability to work in a normal line of work. My wife having the sever onset of Alzheimer means I have to stay home to care for her. I started this blog in hopes that I could bring in more income to supplement my social security, pay my mortgage, and keep food on the table. The Obama make homes affordable program, offers a loan modification that would lower our payments and make it possible to stay in our home. However; I have sent in the requested papers, fill out the forms, pleaded and beg, prayed for them to allow us the loan modification. They tell me that we do qualify for the program but they just stonewall us and deny that we sent them the request or that the paper work is missing. We are not alone in this battle with Select Portfolio Servicing Inc. Check these complaints http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbrJJgO9ASQ or http://www.pissedconsumer.com/ or http://www.complaintsboard.com/complaints/select-portfolio-servicing-c272927.html there is more!! About 21,000,000 results (0.12 seconds) on Google!!!
In court last Thursday February 17 we were force to convert to a chapter 7 because they have not come to the table with anything but stall tactics, the judge said he would have to dismiss the case base on the fact that no agreement on the mortgage loan modification has been worked out. This means that in five to six months we will loss our home unless they will agree to the loan modification or I can find some way to refinance my home. Because of our current bankruptcy status no bank can or will refinance our home.
I am asking for help, if you know of some way or someone that can and will help me save my home please let me know; my email is roy_durham@msn.con. (My funds to fight are gone!!) There are something’s you can do that might help, one is praying for us, two if you can check out the ads here. I have been told that if someone click on them and buys what they are selling I will be paid a fee; you could buy a book or something from roy’beep store at the bottom of this page. Or if you can make a donation at the PayPal button, any amount will help. But most of all please pray for us.
Thank you for your prays and god bless you.

lot of pilot

In my youth I was a member of the civil air patrol “CAP”. Our unit was called the Wasatch Minuteman Squadron of the Utah Wing. We had been ask to provide some security and help to tie down plane that were flying in to the Ogden airport, involved in a powder-puff cross country air race. To be there and watch the plane land and take off, to be around the pilots and be part of the fly in; was one of the most wonderful times of my life. I have always been inspired by this poem that was written in one of the training manuals.

lot o time

Time travel
From a point in the laws of physics ‘matter cannot be in two or more places at same time. We would need to find a duplicate univerce that we could somehow page through the events of the past or the future. Two pieces of matter cannot occupy the same space. Time is non-dimensional it has no past or no future, it not even a measurement. It is only a reference point in space that we once past. With all that being said let me tell of my time travel.

All around cowboy’s dream

Ride for the brand; get them doggies out of the stand, up at dawn, no time to yawn, bacon and beans, if you know what I mean. Pass the briskets please. All day in the saddle I dream, someday I will have a ranch. It’s a hard life they say, but they don’t know I pray, it will stay that way; to be out there where the wild things play. In town on payday Saturday night, not looking for a fight; but will to stay where the wild things play. They say it takes courage to live this way, but they don’t know it’s where the wild things play. The air is clean, the water runs clear, have nothing to fear, where the wild things play. There is a rodeo in town, praise the clown, ride a wild bronco, that the game. Win I might if I come in first in the go round, it’s just how the wild things play. Buckle and purse if you come in first; eight second ride that will tan your hide or break your pride; Just to be where the wild things hide. Look over there a,” all around cowboys dream”

lot of white

A demon all snowy white, what a plight, what will you be tonight, a song, a poem, a letter I might write. A word, why do they fight, of many things the words take flight. What gives them life on this winter’s night? What story must I write? Will it be bold and bright, can it be told alright, who will read on some distant night, will they find delight, on some summer‘s night, of this I will like, come on now stop the fight we have a poem to write, its snowy white, this plane of white, a demon alright, you won’t win this fight, because the words have rousted your void of white. Ha! Ha! We won alright it a poem not a plight.

if it alright, thank you, God bless you this night.

The one that got away

The one that got away
I have mention Scare Canyon before, that is a fun place that I like to go, things are wild there, and the fishing is was good. I have had many a good times in the canyon. This is about a somewhat wild fishing trip up the canyon. I had hike back in about a mile or so, to a place where there are beaver dams and the remains of an old mine, log cabin, and a peach tree; I call the place peach tree meadow. It was a warm summer day and about 9 am in the morning. I was working my fly rod up the beaver pond to where the stream of scare creek came in. I look up the stream I could see something was moving in the tall grass.

A special day

A special day
Today is a special day, have you ever meet a famous person, like a movie star, sports star, writer, politician. I have meet a few like ken Curtis, you know Festus Haggen from gun smoke, Ann Lockhart from battle star Galactica or Sue Thomson a country western singer . I have met the governor Cal Ramton, baseball player Dave Winfield, Sammy Davis Jr., Phyllis Diller, (we had lunch). Yup! I have met a few famous people, but today just maybe